Balancing Act

Posted: January 22, 2009 in Complicated, Crossroads, Decisions, Journey, Loving You, Path, Relationship, Risk
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A new year has finally enter and it seems my life’s drama still going on and on. Well it’s not actually a drama but this feeling I have for you seems an endless cycle I can’t quite escape. But sometimes its too hard to make a really good choice as if I feel myself watching the hit series for “love or money” where you are to choose which you prefer the love or the money. It’s what a close friend once says to me that a beauty queen during a question and answer portion was asked if you were given a choice which would you choose crown or love  and she says the crown.

So my friend ask me what would you choose and I tell her at this moment in my life I would choose the crown because if you were to ask me a couple of months back or year ago I would definitely say love. That is just me I’m a romantic person always believing that love is far greater than any money or riches can be found in life. However if one get burn too many times one prefers to choose the crown or the money than continue on playing with fire all for the glory of love.

But in your case its really so hard to decide because I’ve waited too long for you, I’ve hold on to you when the pain I’ve felt was too strong, I’ve forgive you too many times when I thought you’ve left me hanging in there. Now that I’m at a point where my dreams are too precious to me it seems you’re calling me home to take a chance with you, to take a risk and to choose love once again. 

It’s really a confusing time for me when I’ve invested too much already to pursue a dream of being independent yet the allure of your arms waiting for me seems to keep me alive of a promise perhaps of a new love. Could I possibly be happy with just a crown or could I possibly have the best of both world by knowing how to do to the right balance. Well who knows God really is the only one who can answer my prayer but honestly speaking at this moment in time I’m really confuse which path to take.

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Comments
  1. Duma Key says:

    Wise words, and hard choices the eternal battle between youths dream and lifes eternal pull. You can only reach out by being true to you. I hope you find the answers that you seek

  2. adeic says:

    Oh yeah I thought I was really into pursuing my dreams that far and I could leave him behind but the longing part did me in the end I came back only to find out things were not what it seems….Love complicates things and you can even give up something you’ve been fighting so hard for to get but even if you don’t get what you’re really expecting Loving is still the most beautiful feeling 🙂

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