I think one can only find fulfillment or satisfaction after finding the right person to spend the rest of her/his life with. What is the purpose of gaining all the material possession money can buy when you have no one to share it and enjoy the fruits of your labor. Too bad though I haven’t found it yet so that finaly I can have some meaning and purpose on going on with my life. I didn’t say that I haven’t been in love its just most of them has just come so swiftly like the wind in my life, making it topsy-turvy and leaving me wondering if it’s really just bits and pieces of my imagination. I sometimes wonder why they have come at all and disturb my precious mind. Could they just leave me alone in my solitude. But no they have to awaken my heart, my soul and teach it to beat, to hope, to love when it doesn’t have any assurance at all that it’s forevermore. But I guess we all take chances, we risk, we love, we cry, we reminisce, we long to turn back the clock when in reality we all move on and start over and wish once more that maybe this time around you’ll find the guy who’ll stay and be with you forever like prince charming in cinderella.
PS: I was scanning through my diaries and I’ve caught this one entry that I write last dec. 3 ’99 and the funny thing is although this blog is almost a decade old I’m still feeling the same dilemma I’ve faced before 🙂